if i could even slightly explain to you about what goes through my head, your life would be forever changed.
its not true that you cant love others if you don’t love yourself. some put all the love they have into others and are left with none to keep.
people think im really innocent and cute and sweet and I mean, I am, but im also kinky as fuck, badass, and hardcore bye.
if you honestly feel like you can walk away then go. my future will never be tied to anyone who feels like they can just get up and leave and never look back. and if that’s the way you feel, if thats you,then I don’t know what you’re stilldoing here.
someone once asked me, what it felt like love you. they may as well have asked me to describe the taste of water. so, in turn, I asked hem to imagine living in absence of it. you can get by without it for about a day or so. you may even survive without it for a week. but eventually, the body will begin to wither away. and so, the idea of living without water is the equivalent of not loving you - impossible.
Smoking maryjane helped me control my depression. Now i have no clue how to deal with it. Ive always ran to weed when i felt myself slipp and I haven’t felt like this since a year ago. But I know in the long run this will help me. And it would definitely be for the better with my baby. Nine months without weed. I can do this.